tired life

i felt disappointed
i no have any energy
i quit this games..
who can help me?
sad and sad and sad..
no more cheering..

nothing is impossible

i'm independent at these few day..actually not only this few day..i'm mature than before..how to say..i known how to think..i know how to spend my time..i know how to control my tempere..improving..i need to do all the best..even i'm a bad worst girl..

band practice start from this week..untill 9/8/2009(national competition)..

i miss my friends..my class..teacher..cant gossip with my friends..

damn..

anyway..i still haven even touch my book..?huh~sigh..wth..2 week?nonono..left 1 week..

i know..this is my self problem..even i'm very tired..i still need to persist it..

don't say about this kind of sad thing..

tomorrow my house have a party..for my sis 21th birthday's..

the st_piD band seize my time ..i cant attend my house party and no have this change wait for my house open party again..!how?band hav hari ibubapa..and my house have party..but my parent busy at this party..how to come the stupid hari ibubapa?wasting my time..for what?

haizz..realize that..so stupid..i'll never forget!this stupid thing in mylife..never larh~!!!!!

bye

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anyway..
i choese DIE..

f.c.u.k

F.C.U.K

happy b'day my dear jie jie

my dearest jie jie..

happy big big big b'day to u..

already 21 years old..

haha..

so old..

wakakakak~

happy always^^

compulsion

(i need this^)

okay..damn it..
quite fast..count down 80days for PMR..i'm getting lazy and lazyer..
i force my self no touch computer..but i done it one week only..
i force myself study at noon 4hour..night 3hour..but..done it 2days only..
how come..?wastefulness..
wasted 14days..336 hours..20,160 minutes..1,209,600 seconds..
left 80days..1,920hours..115,200 munute..6,912,000 seconds..
treasure the time..time no wait for us..please..no waste and use it nicely !
therefore,continue..force myself..STUDY..
improve everything!!!!

compulsion

boy?suck!!

many thing was gone..

i realize tat..
from now on..
i dun wan be a idiot..

i need to protect myself..

however..

hurt la..wei~

i no ..never believe boys again~

NEVER..even i never in relashionship before..lol

ok la..

shout out i treat boy de feeling!!

haha..gratz..

I HATE BOY..agree me?

bla bla bla..

dis feeling come again..

emo la wei~

in my deep deep heart ..

i need any else of love..

mean family la..and fren..

haha..

walao..

okay le..

i need to be happy..

joyful..

cheer up..

hahahahaha~

a big smile for the end~

XD

ANOTHER ONE WEEK!~

one week over..
another one week need to plain again~
PMR80++days~
i want to upload pic..but no enough time..
i juz can go friendster put some pic..den chat..some..lar..
msn..ok la..no on lee la~
hopefully can reject all on9 thing~
haha..concentrate in my BOOK
hart lar~anyway..
anyway..hav 3month travel need to go..
god bless me..ok lar..lallala..if got time..only update my lovely and beauty pic.
need to PIA le lar~fast de la wei..
time had gone~
no more gong gong dai dai stand at there no move~..
ok la..say all..also ATTITUDE..

PEACE
IMPROVE
POSITIVE
BELEIVE
THANKFUL
DISCIPLIN
FUTURE

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN.YOU CAN!
TAKE CARE~
=)peace

anti computer

recorder..my teacher bought for me..yeng leii~

fuyoh..violin..damn love it!

small drum~maybe not drum also..dun know~=D

my lovely grockenbell (ps:spelling mayb wrong)

my lovely clarinet?(left is hinson want right is mine)

a cup of ice orange juice..cool~~~^^need to clam down..and think of my bad bad result!oh dear..okay..slove it now..anti computer for ONE WEEK!!can i do it?!try la..*hope tuesday get the report card wont kena scold..got bless me=)*and wednesday start to practice for band national competition?OMG~another bless =]count down for PMR94days..hey hey you..continue and let me happy k?dun forgot our promis~haha..my dear BOOK..i love you lar~

o lalalallalla...

so from now on!!

1.fake

2.study

3.focus

and and and
violin and piano..hope i can handle both too..

okay la..

ANTI COMPUTER

ANTI PLAYFUL

take care and dun let H1N1 attack me

early sleep ,concentrate!eat full..

good healt,good mood,good friendship?

hope lalalalala...

byeee =D

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我。。
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更不想失败。。
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