感触

18th.love life

总觉得，从前的我，似乎比较感性，比较会表达。

或许我不是什么，但我希望我是什么。

奇妙，我好想好想记录我的生活。

每每回回都很懒惰。=)

还记得，小学五年级就开始接触网络。

开始学会追星，上网。

每每看完一部连戏局，100%的找男女主角。

影印出他们的相片。

姐姐已经会玩网上游戏，还很厉害呢。

名为o2jem.hahaha..如今我已18岁。

岁月真的不饶人。在这7，8年里，除了成长还是成长！

有朝一天待续我的成长记录。=)科科科科抖科科...

工作

（妈妈煮的素咖喱饭）
我的工作。

在爸爸公司上班。

虽然每天迟到。

但是因为里面的员工。

让我不寂寞。还有我最宝贝的妈妈。

这几天时常跟妈妈斗嘴。应嘴。对不起..=(

miss lor & siew ling..谢谢你们。时常谈戏剧，讲笑。

好开心。。

一毕业，总觉得很无奈。

没了方向目标。

又没有主见。。

加油。

ah mei..我好想把你弄开心，不过我的不懂得沟通。好想弄巧反拙了。。=(

我好想多点朋友多点与人沟通。

sk..

对不起。

deeply feels

a deep feel in my heart,.

my wishes,

i really hope that i can be more friendly..

turining 18th years old.

huge change for me..

i need to change quite lots..

i need to face more adults thing that i had never meet..

i'm still considering what course should take for my future...

funds and so on..

depends on me?

huh??

huge change..=(

FAILED

i FAIL every thing.

1/6.i failed my driving exam.

can you imagine?every one was passing driving exam without any pressure.but i'm the stupid who feel pressure and failed on my parking time..people tell me.thing was happened and cant return back.just let it go and test again..oh ghost..i am such a failer..idoit me..i am really super nervours..actually i should very confident on my driving skill..but when exam that time...SUCK!...i feel the worst thing in my life..plus, last time i failed my undang.and after 15 min.exam again.only pass..why i am a girl who like to last min?i can't even control my temper.oh shiiiiiit...cant i just normal over my life?the HURTS is keep appears on my mind.the image is keep appear to me ..this failed was a hurt of me...i knew because i lack of confident..i keep think how, if i fail my driving exam=(.super sad..my tears cant control scolded by my mom and dad.they not support me at all..my mom feel i trouble her..my dad feel i am wasting his money.my sibling feel i am suck..(just my imagine)..

i am upset, i am blue.

wakawakaeheh

6N-my primary class

cheese

hahax

yummy

sarah..lolx

wakawaka

pretty memories

primary class mate

heha..this few day find back my lovely primary friends..so happy de la weiXD..

曲:陈晓东 词:林夕 编:Eric Kwok

不用一首歌的时间我就爱上

你音乐没停止 思念就开始

如果爱情是个游戏我愿输给你

想不到 等待是个孤独的玩意

我爱你 我爱你不过是

三个字简单地 认真地吓坏了 我自己

没问你 就爱你我不是 最好的对不起

请你准我高攀了你

music

看着你 我竟然看不起自己

遇见你 竟没有离开的权利

有了你 之前的爱只是练习

为了准备更好对你

两个人抱在一起究竟需要多少力气

上帝都不明白我哪里来的勇气

end
i miss this song feeling..but it's over...

♬hy-366days♬

HY - 366日作词：Izumi Nakasone作曲：Izumi Nakasone
KANJI(real lang)
それでもいい　それでもいいと思える恋だった戻れないと知ってても　繋がっていたくて初めてこんな気持ちになったたまにしか会う事　出来なくなって口約束は当たり前それでもいいから...
叶いもしないこの願い　　あなたがまたわたしを好きになるそんな儚い　私の願い今日もあなたに会いたい
それでもいい　それでもいいと思えた恋だったいつしかあなたは会う事さえ拒んできて
一人になると考えてしまうあの時　私　忘れたらよかったの？でもこのなみだが答えでしょう？心に嘘はつけない
恐いくらい覚えているの　あなたの匂いや　しぐさや　全てをおかしいでしょう？　そう行って笑ってよ別れでいるのにあなたの事ばかり
恋がこんなに苦しいなんて　恋がこんなに悲しいなんて思わなかったの　本気であなたを思って知った
恐いくらい覚えているの　あなたの匂いや　しぐさや　全てをおかしいでしょう？　そう行って笑ってよ別れでいるのにあなたの事ばかり
あなたは私の中の忘れられぬ人　全て捧げた人もう二度と戻れなくても今はただあなた...あなたの事だけあなたの事ばかり

interpret
Soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeru koi dattaModorenai to shittete mo tsunagatte ita kuteHajimete konna kimochi ni nattaTama ni shika au koto dekinaku natteKuchiyakusoku wa atarimaeSoredemo ii kara
Kanai mo shinai kono negaiAnata ga mata watashi wo suki ni naruSonna hakanai watashi no negaiKyou mo anata ni aitai
Soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeta koi dattaItsushika anata wa au koto sae kobande kite
Hitori ni naru to kangaete shimauAno toki watashi wasuretara yokatta no?Demo kono namida ga kotae deshou?Kokoro ni uso wa tsukenai
Kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete woOkashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yoWakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari
Koi ga konnani kurushii nante koi ga konnani kanashii nanteOmowa nakatta no honki de anata wo omotte shitta
Kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete woOkashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yoWakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari
Anata wa watashi no naka no wasurerarenu hito subete sasageta hitoMou nido to modore nakute moIma wa tada anata anata no koto dake deAnata no koto bakari

english meaning
Still it's ok... It seems that still it is ok... It was love.Even though I know I can't go back, I want to be connected.It's the first time I felt this way.You said "We can meet each other occasionally".Because verbal promises are a common thingIt's still ok...
This wish of mine doesn't come true,that you would fall in love with me again.This fickle wish of mine.I want to meet you again today.
Still it's ok... It seemed that still it was ok... It was love.Before I knew, you even refused to meet me.
I thought about how I was left alone.Wouldn't it be better if I forgot that time?But these tears are the answer, aren't they?You can't lie to your heart.
Remembering is almost frightening... Your smell, your gestures, everything."Weird, isn't it?", I said laughing.Even though we are apart, it's all about you.
I didn't think that love was this painful, that love was this sad.Truthfully , I only thought about you.
Remembering is almost frightening... Your smell, your gestures, everything."Weird, isn't it?", I said laughing.Even though we are apart, it's all about you.
You are someone inside me that I can't forget, someone I gave everything to.Even though I can't go back againNow is only you, only about youNothing but you

chinese meaning

那样就好在我看来那样就好的恋情虽然知道无法回到过去我还是想要维系第一次拥有这样的心情能够偶尔见见面就好用不着口头约定因为只是那样就好了......也可能实现不了 这样的愿望让你再次喜欢上我我的愿望，那么脆弱无常今天也在想念你那样就好在我看来那样就好的恋情不知何时你连见个面都拒绝只好考虑自己孤单一个人那时候 我能忘记就好了吧？但是泪水就是答案吧？对内心撒不了谎真可怕居然还记得你的味道你的表情你的所有很可笑是吧？就那么说着笑着已经分离却还只会想着你恋情为何这么痛苦恋情为何这么悲伤我不曾想到是认真地想起你才知道真可怕居然还记得你的味道你的举动你的所有很可笑是吧？就那么说着笑着已经分离却还只会想着你你是我心中忘不了的那个人我全心奉献的那个人虽然已经不能回到过去......现在却只是想着你只会想着你*终*

♥smile

ehhmmm..it is august..is it again and again repeat the same thing with a year by year?
My life.tat's all could save full of the meaning in my 5 years secondary life♥
tat's me.i love activities.i love plays.i love gossips.i love lots of thing can plays and enjoys with friends.♥

futhermore.band agm was passed for 1 week ago.is it a foolish for me?i'm no expect for wat at all. but i think kena PK2 this pose was let some of 'MEMBER'boh song?actually not tat beh song.i feel i'm not enough qualification to tanggung this pose..my mom are saying tat's good for me..but my sis said tat's is lik ..nonsense pose?who knows..♥i'll miss u guys.FORM5.♥betul betul STRESS

other than that,i know tat's time to chiong my studies.but how.how HOW??tat is ideological confusion for me.where's my lucky star?11 subject for the final exam..betul STRESS also...

besides,i need to prepare piano theory exam again.why am i say again.because 1 year once theory exam.tat's BETUL STRESS AGAIN.i'm still have continue my violin practice..but..lesser than lesser...

In a nut shell,i'm trying my best to balance all of them..HOPE SO...ta'♥

SWEET June holidayss

so.i'm planing to cut my super long hair in coming days.but dun know when is the coming date=X

i miss my front hair much.but for long for short.i still is me.lala~so. not so important.

exam is over.how happy am i now=)

relax man.but i can't even imaging coming with the shit result.how rude am i now.
i scare my parent are dissapointed with the result.i am sure not do well in the exam.huh..

how bad are that.getting stress with this kind of thing ..neninenipupu.blaaaahh.ish~

so.the coming three daysss..dating with school padang and the HOT SUN again.

BAND.the evil in my life.but sure.i love and enjoy it.cant believe i was said out this.

what i am trying to say,actually BAND are very intersting and full of joy in our life.

but some of political thing.let me felt.BAND was cruel in my life.anyhow.the last two formation and every thing . IN my secondary life.so.enjoy it.I CAN DO IT!

blahhhh~ermm..two weeks holiday.i promised lot of date.but how.?i dun even know i have the time and free to attend those gather or not.ish.how pity am i.so.friends.please forgive me if i put u guys airplant=)

enjoy the SWEET JUNE holidays.

start off my busy life again

s.t.r.e.s.S

忙得透不过气
人又懒得像猪
白痴

tiring of lots of activities.
should i give up some?
bless me.
successful in future.



-piano mini concert
-violin performence
-exam-ing 25.5-4.6
-band crazy practice

-tuition
-stress

life.enjoy?

last tuesday,i got my new hand phone.quite shock when took this phone.=)

nokia N97, thanks dad.

erm.busying in exam?

i admit i'm not revise well in this time.i'm regreting now.

mid-term exam coming soon.how do i face this exam.?

err..busying in band.?!!

i'm blackie and blackier.do u believe.i look like malay now.

under the sun almost 1 month.rest 6days for monthly test.

after the test.. practice, practice,PRACTICE..

i dun know why .i am still staying in band .

sadly~

^.^

but i will do well in formation too..=)

I LOVE MY LIFE

errrmm.

i took some pic when i'm bored.enyoy it=)

..=(

i should happy every day right?

i should do my best right?
i should..

haix.moody right now=(

i dunknow why i got this kind of feeling.

haixx

my big day''s

我的 大日子
即是 母痛日

哈哈 。
今天一大早，
打开 电话，一封接一封的 信息 迎面而来。
好开心，因为好久没联络的朋友都会传简讯给我祝福我。
jinshin 是第一个传给我的 。哈哈~
很好 ~今天是第二天的rehearsal.
一大早就在warm up.
秀华 突然来找我。
‘妍缇 ，生日快乐’
感动的说XD
然后，整个早上太阳公公给了我很好的生日礼物
就是 我的皮肤越来越黑了。=.=''
毫不留情，真的很不爽！
(⊙o⊙)…
然后band放人 ，突然他们就唱生日歌。
paisheh の说 band 过后，回班上课

突然间的，班上唱生日歌给我。T.T

第二个生日歌，感动感动T.T

放学了，就去pondok.那里知道没有人，打电话给他们。

才知道他们在食堂。。

哇~还蛮多人留校的。

吓到下~因为有意想不到的朋友也留校为我庆生。

另一份感动感动！~

过后，在校门外

jinshin 从她家走出来。哈哈哈。

可爱，剪了个新发型。

过后，我们

sook,qing,shin,milk,04,ling,ying add me

走路去kp..

lala..

到了看到fang qi在那边。

哇哇哇，真的很多人。（对我来说）

我就去换衣服，她们呢。。

就在讨论......... 太饿了，所以就去MCD 吃先。
好吃yummyyyyyyyyyyyyy~=)
她们买来了蛋糕。我真的很PAISHEHHHH~

都不知道该有什么反应，只好假假讲话。。。什么什么的。。

哈哈~时间差不多了，她们就为我唱生日歌。

真的，第三个感动。T.T

除了感动还是感动，原本听小晴说chicky 有来的。但是又说没有来。

过后还是有来。哈哈哈哈

chua dio..SHOCKED DAO.

谈了不懂几久的天，时间渐渐逼近我的补习时间。

chicky载我去。呵呵。很棒的礼物。因为我最最怕补习没人载我=(

过后，哥哥载我回。=）

到家了。累到极点。不过开了电脑时，另一份感动又来了。将近100个comment(对我来说很多）

post 在我的facebok wall.=)

一个一个回他们。开心=）

然后，冲凉 做功课。不知不觉就到10点多了。

妈妈还没回。因为她很忙，当她回来时。十一点了。 妈妈打包好料。=）
然后拿出早买好的蛋糕。

pandan 味道的。好吃

唱了第四次的生日歌。=)

真的很开心=）

即使在累，有了你们的祝福，我依然很精神。

你们的礼物，祝福，唱的歌。我都历历在目=）

完美的十六岁=)

很好笑，因为。不懂做么。就很好笑。XD

(to be continue when i am free)XD

changed

i love blogging when midnight=)

yea yea.=)

reopen school tomorrow.hopefully i can wake in time.XD

so......

finish the sweet holidays..

lalalaallalala..

a boring ,relax,enjoy times.......lallala

so.i need to catch up all the subjest and done my half way homeworks .

at last ,still need to face the stupiak result of monthly test..

(look weird i know)

arhhhhhh~~roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~

曙光

每当我很不开心的时候，我总爱对自己说。

这世界不是小小的屋檐，天空好大好圆。

不经过寒冬带来梅花香，没有黎明怎会有曙光。

人生的道路崎岖或平坦，还不是要自己去承担。

等待天亮，期待曙光，将心只能给一脉都照亮。

假如全世界不再有黑暗，我的生命会不会更灿烂。

trying

can u believe.?all business man and girl are smoking every day.because of pressure.
what i'm trying to say is.when every we got stress or any pressure.must say NO with cigarette.oh NO.every time tuition i like to listen teacher say the word' gam key 'with me.heha.i'm trying to do my best and be more mature=)

heha~!!

登登登登.

haha.

追求进步....

平安是福~

很高兴，我平安到家了，今天也是走路回家。可是今天却抱着感恩的心情.妈妈这星期日就去澳门了 。祝福您，平安抵达。很希望我不再抱怨家。...但愿..我 彻底的 忘记你。。哈哈。好啦。星期一就开始月考拉~加油~..假期有的忙了。。。。。。我。。可以的。。一定！！！！！！！！！可以的！

not why

很难呼吸，

很难过，

很难承受，

很难明白，

自然而然，

你，

不会明白.....

l.O.v.3????????????

i know..




L.o.V.3??????????