即将十九岁的我

进入第十九个年头，我发现我是一般中的一般。
怎么说呢？
第一，我的交友能力真的很差。
第二，我还是个学生，一个没有经济能力的学生。即使做了一年的工。
第三，我没有出众的外表，身材。
第四，我没有看得过的成绩，没有远远的目标。
第五，我很想改变自己。

真的发生很多事，家里的问题。朋友的问题。与他的问题。还有自个儿的问题一个一个接踵而来..
无奈

 23/3/13

Foundation life

I met a new friend..ya..'A' new friend..
I think it's my communication problem..:( ishh..
Please be good to me..next week do more better than this week..!!
Posting a letter..written by my form 5 tuition teacher.. I think so..
So..here is it..

Dear father and mother,
I hope this letter finds the both of you in the best of health. I am sorry for not writing sooner but I have been really busy trying to settle in and adjust to my new lifestyle.

I know that you were really worried when you had to leave me soon after I had registered for the orientation session .Mother , I recognised that worried look on your face that said if only you could just settle me into my room before you leave! Well, I must admit that I was a little lost after you lefty. Everything and every one was so new and it was the first time in my life that I have to fend for myself.

After I registered at the front desk, I was sent into the main hall where all the freshies had gathered . One of the seniors approached me and showed me to a seat . Everyone looked as nervous as I did. Fortunately, I befriended a few people and after a while , thing were starting to look up.

Then we started the week long orientation programmer. This was the part I dreaded most as I had heard many horror stories about ragging . To my surprise , the seniors were really helpful and the orientation week turned out to be most useful . I was allocated to a hostel room which I am sharing with a lively Chinese girl , Sally , fom Ipoh . The hostel is about fifteen minutes walk to my faculty.

We were also taken in a tour of the campus , which , I must say, is very impressive. We were also given faculty briefing where we were advised on subjects to take . We were also required to sign up for tutorials . It was quite tricky trying to juggle with the tutorial sessions to come up with a convenient schedule but it was all part of the fun.

Classes only started a week ago. It was a whole new experience for me as I had never been in a class of 200 students before ! The lectures were very impressive and I admit that I was a little intimidated to be in presence of so many academics. The tutorial, however, we're conducted in groups of twenty ....( I think I missed it).... There was plenty of room for interaction.

I am excited about being here and I am looking forward making the most of all this university has offer. I miss the two of you and look forward to coming home during the mid-term break. Meanwhile , rest assured that I have settled well and I am enjoying myself here , so don't worry. I forward to your reply soon.

Your lovely daughter,


I'm posting this letter is because part of my new lifestyle is almost the same..although dont have a very big and perfect school..don't have a big room.. But still in comfort..anyways, study life is coming back..I'll put more effort on my studies.so..good luck to me:D

New year new life

Happy new year..
19 years old soon..
Can't believe time flies
Went for Taiwan with whole family;)
Sister went for New Zealand for working holiday , it take almost one year..(02/01/13)
Wish her good luck;)
Another sister go to Australia in 14/02/13. To exchange study.
Finish her uni life;))
I'm going to start my studies soon..
I'm so afraid of it..
Afraid of meeting new friend..
I think I can't handle..
Please give me some brave..
I'm too afraid ;((((
Happy study life😔😔📚📚📖📖📖


*** argue with him 31/12/12,05/01/13 ***
Is it my problem??

;)

End of the year;)
Amazing year but still not enough for me..
Will fight for the next year..
Wait for Taiwan trip with whole family
A crazy family trip and super last minute..!!
Double up the price but can get priceless memory and precious families time.!
So. End of 2012. We are happy family;
 Awesome :))

And the last.
Lovely bf..,
So sorry and I need to apologies that I still can't  and no have that courage to introduce you.
Fell guilty and sorry..to my lovely and family.
I'll improve myself to become a perfect girl..
Just..need sometime..
I love you!

amazing life.

amazing life.
went to NS for two and half months..
awesome and fun.
i had postpone my studies..=(
so..im free now..
5months for free....really suffer and dont even have an aim..haix..my brain getting rust and rust..

the loreng 

enjoy.cheer,fun..

llooll

手脚发抖。
好不真实。

=)

当有人说你变了的时候，不过是因为你不再按他们的方式生活罢了。

18th.love life

总觉得，从前的我，似乎比较感性，比较会表达。

或许我不是什么，但我希望我是什么。

奇妙，我好想好想记录我的生活。

每每回回都很懒惰。=)

还记得，小学五年级就开始接触网络。

开始学会追星，上网。

每每看完一部连戏局，100%的找男女主角。

影印出他们的相片。

姐姐已经会玩网上游戏，还很厉害呢。

名为o2jem.hahaha..如今我已18岁。

岁月真的不饶人。在这7，8年里，除了成长还是成长！

有朝一天待续我的成长记录。=)科科科科抖科科...

工作

（妈妈煮的素咖喱饭）
我的工作。

在爸爸公司上班。

虽然每天迟到。

但是因为里面的员工。

让我不寂寞。还有我最宝贝的妈妈。

这几天时常跟妈妈斗嘴。应嘴。对不起..=(

miss lor & siew ling..谢谢你们。时常谈戏剧，讲笑。

好开心。。

一毕业，总觉得很无奈。

没了方向目标。

又没有主见。。

加油。

ah mei..我好想把你弄开心，不过我的不懂得沟通。好想弄巧反拙了。。=(

我好想多点朋友多点与人沟通。

sk..

对不起。

=(

我想写一些东西。

我很无奈。

我很白痴。

我是笨蛋。

我心情不好。

我不了解我。

觉得浪费时间。

到底我是什么？