am i lucky?

i was change my class yesterday.
suddenly.i can take add.math.sigh.
i know i really hopes to get add math but.why i felt lik so unhappy..
yesterday morning teacher came my class and read 5 name in our class .i'm in the 5 name of the one.syokk.lo..i can't believe i can appeal successes.OMG.but very sad was .i need to leave with my friends again.=(.sobs.i love much in this class.i don't know my decide correct or not.so sad.and in my new class.i have no any frinds to talk,to plays.to shout!!i need to same class with them 2 YEARS..wth.T.T.....sorrowful....am i correct?am i ??.....

haiz....

form4对我来说很压力。
我不知道我的选择对不对。
haiz.................................

resolute

start my new life.




笨蛋

冰箱结霜 咖啡滚烫
煮不好 最简单的早餐
我的生活 是一团混乱
维持单身 感觉茫然
喜不喜欢 习不习惯
我总是 说不出个答案
一个人来 又一个人往
怎么让他 流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

每个早上 都想赖床
没有梦 是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛 盯着天花板
也跑不出 任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
笨蛋

fifteen

thailand trip=)end holidays

very lazy to upload photo.XD.so juz lik tat larhhh~

end my holidays soon..i'll remember this time this feeling this moment..every thing is over......

别再为他流泪 - 梁静茹

你走了太久一定很累

他错了不该你来面对

离开他就好 就算了 心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对

远一点你就看出真伪

离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃

转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪

别再让他操控你的伤悲

就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔

也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪

把那遗憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追

以后为自己醉

以后管他是谁

每段感情都非常珍贵

他的好你就放在心扉

记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑

什么梦都不比你的美

多少年以后想起他还有些体会

那些你已无所谓

thanks.

anyhow.u still support me.

mayb it's impossible.=)

i'll smile to face anything.

sooo.sigh
i hate ppl lie me.

过了

过了..都过了..一切会顺利吧?但愿.......

my lovely 15..say bye bye to 2009..

welcome 2010...=.=

give up.....is the better choice...mayb...................................
lalala....however.watever.anyhow.i believe..believe..

but i must love myself..

i'm not the beauty.i'm not kind.i'm not the best..but i'm the one who believe....myself...Zz

holidays

♥ so fast so soon.dec coming soon.one year have gone.every time reach this time sure feel relax and enjoy my life.umm..so.wat did i do at my lovely 15? i have life at this world 15 years.wow..amazing..haha.my thinking my dreams my loves my hates and many more had changed and changed in day by day.mayb 5 years more i'll say the same word again.=)wanna say bye bye to my lovely 15.slowly adapt the big change in 16♥

so.on this holidays.i'm trying to change every bad habit in this year~er.so.u know?need a counselor to guide me.=).hope i can found it~yea♥ ..mummy daddy buddies..baby..teachers .......thanks alots ..i'm so glad have a good relationsip with you all=)and taught me many knowledge bla bla bla..

lovely..♥
so..bless you in your SPM.yes=)

growth

what should i do?i feel very sad right now..

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after PMR.really nothing to do.at skul juz can walk here walk there..after recess..still walk here walk there.so..it's really boring.but i still need go skul.cos.my parent not allow me dun go to skul.i got kehadiran full at last two years.XD.

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so.i need to fight at form 4 and form 5.i want do well at my SPM.i cant regret lik dis year.so.hartworking is the most important.HARTWORKING!i know i need to do what~so.keep pray on me..thx~muahaha~

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finally.my piano concert is coming.under YAMAHA~at crystel crow.15/11/2009.noon to night?mayb.juz simply write.i need hartworking to practice my piano.i need upgrade as fast as i can.i want to in university of music.so must reach the grade ....

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At last,the same.hope everyone is happy .dun meet a litter setback den giveup every thing.remember sure got a way to slove any problem.

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FINALLY

FINALLY!

oh yes..i cant describe my feeling now..soooooooooooooooooooooooooHAPPY..oh yes..today is the last day of PMR..so now..really really finally...PMR is over..oh yes.so now..is the time to play..i no on 9 for 1month ago.so quite happy..today i can on untill i tired.tomorrow still need to return text book..And,sc and sy sister b'daysssss..ohyes..HAPPY BIRTHDAY..lalala..walaooo..i really so happy la wei~


THE END.
got chance only continue..still got many thing wan to say..
oh ya.thanks my all fellow frenzzzz..gave me many many support..oh yes~lalala..
and my dear.my darling.haha..thanks u~
one month no on facebook.today finally can on to play..YES!

last post

how to start my post?haha..okay..er..my trial result was worst worst and worst~my result is killing me on dis few days..so..i decided..stop on9 before PMR..i must pia my BOOK at dis month..no enough time..SUCK..if i relize few month ago~now no need to suffer with this stupid problemss~regert la wei~ so..i no think i'll get a good result in my PMR..but i must reach my target~if not..hohoho~marry chrismas..Zzzz..my frens..bless me k?god..bless me too~so..tomorrow band AGM..say true..i not so really want to attend dis AGM..haha..hope every thing is successful..i want to thanks my tuition teacher..teacher foo~oh yeah~she helped me to spend my time to study~i cant let teacher u disappointed..BLESS me..At last,still bless me..

ps.i hate my broken english.