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SS小燕之夜

2012-01-08T17:54:00.001+08:00

ss小燕之夜真的真的赞。

讲出明星们的心事，生活事等等。

真的感觉非常妙。

happy NEW year.

2012-01-02T02:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR=)..

went sunway pyramid with friends..sweet memory yoh=))

i'm not secondary girl anymore.

quite different for my life..

my new life start at 2012.

firstly work with mom,after that go NS.and last start my another life.

UTAR.foundation.

taking what course haven confirm.XD

i'm new bie...hahahha..

introduce you a very lovely artics

伍思凯 and 鄧福如

their sound is aweasone..

i love them much and bring me this new year a new hope..=)

wish you all luck yea=).

messed

2011-12-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

i messed up every thing.

you.

i admit that.

SPM around here

2011-07-28T20:04:00.004+08:00

i'm quite fine..

but,my exam result was extremely BAD.

i need a AIM..for SPM and 10 subject..!!

BM-PASS.(if can.i wanna get credit)

BI-CREDIT(better get B+)

BC-B(if can..B+)

Math-A+(MUST)

A.Math-PASS.(if can Credit)

SCIENCE-A-(if can A)

EKONOMI-A-( hopefully)

ACCOUNT-A-(hopefully)

Sejarah-PASS

MOral-B

okay..that's all..STUDY FROM NOW ON!!!!

FAILED

2011-06-02T22:10:00.003+08:00

i FAIL every thing.

1/6.i failed my driving exam.

can you imagine?every one was passing driving exam without any pressure.but i'm the stupid who feel pressure and failed on my parking time..people tell me.thing was happened and cant return back.just let it go and test again..oh ghost..i am such a failer..idoit me..i am really super nervours..actually i should very confident on my driving skill..but when exam that time...SUCK!...i feel the worst thing in my life..plus, last time i failed my undang.and after 15 min.exam again.only pass..why i am a girl who like to last min?i can't even control my temper.oh shiiiiiit...cant i just normal over my life?the HURTS is keep appears on my mind.the image is keep appear to me ..this failed was a hurt of me...i knew because i lack of confident..i keep think how, if i fail my driving exam=(.super sad..my tears cant control scolded by my mom and dad.they not support me at all..my mom feel i trouble her..my dad feel i am wasting his money.my sibling feel i am suck..(just my imagine)..

i am upset, i am blue.

officialy 17..

2011-03-30T23:36:00.009+08:00

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hehehhe..i'm happy..
okay..lets start.early morning..we got leader work shop..the games by inti are awesome ..XD
we got 1st price..a bottle..after that practice.it's good too..finished practice..surpricely.they blow happy birthday ..gam dong..and finished the whole day..i got 5 present..it's my last year..XD.thanks for giving me happies..and facebook wish..XD..love you guys..

1st week of 2011

2011-01-09T13:24:00.003+08:00

erm..begining of the year means reopen school of my school..
erm..1.1.2011 i think i just stay at house?forgot.=.=''
monday.3.1.2011.i stay back for prepare promosi week.
tuesday.4.1.2011.i stay back again to call and promote form1&2 join band..
but their respone are sooooooooooooo 'CHUAN'
haha..they have a very mature look mature style but have very childish brain=.='
they dun even want to join some activities . make their self learn more or smtg nice?
lol.maybe too mature..=.=''
wednesday i stay back for tuition thursday friday tuition..
monday to friday have common ground .
i slept no more than 5 hours per day.
i'm super duper tired of my last 'reopen school at secondary school'
chim chim.lol.but i enjoy it.chheeeeheeee..
and.saturday..school have gotong-royong and our band too=.=
we gather at 8am.and start our work.
pindah all the staff and almari.
we clean floor&mop the staff.
wooo..5 hours...
6 hours..
7 hours only finished the all thing..
maybe i too hiam..keep want do well..
=) but the satisfaction.nobody will knows.XD
try your own if you really want to have the feel...
sunday..wake up at 9am go for practice violin at SGM.
string chamber..now only i realise.5 years i have at the group..yeeeeeeeee..so happy..
from 12 years old till now..so super nice to join this group.
arh..maybe ntg say so..
THIS is my 1st week.
i very happy.and nx yer.maybe no have this chance also..=).memory for me again..

BYE 2010

2010-12-30T22:57:00.003+08:00

The holidays almost THE END.

erm..satisfaction with my 2010=)

This year is the big change for me..

Form 4 lesson is the hardest change on begining.

BUT i conquered with that..

sisteen years old is the year that change me more mature.

thinking ,action,..and bla bla..

So.i think almost all of people changed on sisteen?!..lolx.

erm..my holidays nothing special.

went to genting,johor and singapore..

>.<.i have no photo..=(

and the most interested thing is CAMP.

At first i really regret to call my friend help me sign up ,

but then!It was awesome camp.

i slept in a real camp not like before the camp i went.(slept bed)=.=

other than that.jungle tracking.chiristmas party.performs and so on.

That was a good memory for me..compare to others..=)

ehemm..this year is the most happy year for me..=).

i dunknow why.maybe honey moon year..

BUT THEN.I"M a FORM5 student ...

ISH!!!sedih sangat..

so..BYE 2010..

GOOD LUCK IN 2011

beauty

2010-12-13T00:10:00.002+08:00

为了女生长得越来越漂亮男生长得越来越帅气，你一定要看喔，还要分享给自己的朋友看

1）洗头时，在水中放少许盐，也可以预防脱发。

2）用醋洗头，可以令头发飘顺，容易打理而且兼有去头皮屑的功效。特别适合烫染后的头发。

3）刷牙时在牙膏上加上一点小苏达，刷三次后牙齿洁白如玉，牙锈自然脱落。

4）每天放几片茶叶在口中嚼三遍，这样可使你口中保持清香，三天后除去口臭。

5）用桃仁放在火上烧热以后放在痛牙上咬，如此几次永不牙痛。

6）睡觉时口含桔皮一块，含十五分钟后吐出3-5次可根治打呼咬牙。

7）每天早晚吃梨一个，慢慢咽下，保持3-4天，口腔炎症立即好转。

8）用白色的萝卜皮贴在两面的太阳穴上，每晚贴20分钟，可治偏头痛。

9）将大葱白切碎放在小盘内，临睡前把小盘摆在枕头边便可安然入睡，连续几天可治失眠症。

10）每口晚上用一个鸡蛋清擦脸，一小时后用清水洗掉，如能经常擦，皮肤越来越嫩。

11）橘子带着“白丝”吃。很多人吃橘子时都会把橘子上的“白丝”剥掉。其实，这里面含有丰富的黄酮类物质，对身体大有裨益。

12）上午8时至10时和下午4时至7时，是晒太阳养生的最佳时间

14）饮茶养生的最佳时间是用餐1小时后。

15）饭后3分钟是漱口、刷牙的最佳时间。

16）　每天晚上睡觉前来一个温水浴（35℃～45℃），能使全身的肌肉、关节松弛，血液循环加快，帮助你安然入睡。

17）饭后45分钟至60分钟，以每小时4。8公里的速度散步20分钟，热量消耗最大，最有利于减肥。如果在饭后两小时后再散步，效果会更好。

18）傍晚锻炼最为有益。

19）仰头点眼药水时微微张嘴，这样眼睛就不会乱眨了。

20）眼睛进了小灰尘，闭上眼睛用力咳嗽几下，灰尘就会自己出来。

21）刚刚被蚊子咬完时，涂上肥皂就不会痒了。

23）如果嗓子、牙龈发炎了，在晚上把西瓜切成小块，沾着盐吃，记得一定要是晚上，当时症状就会减轻，第二天就好了

24）吃了有异味的东西，如大蒜、臭豆腐，吃几颗花生米就好了

25）插花时，在水里滴上一滴洗洁精，可以维持好几天。

26）夏天足部容易出汗，每天用淡盐水泡脚可有效应对汗脚

27）防失眠：睡前少讲太多话，忌饮浓茶，睡前勿大用脑，可用热水加醋洗脚；

28）双手易变得干燥粗糙，用醋泡手十分钟可护肤；

29）每天早晨用豆腐摩擦面部几分钟，坚持一个月，面部会变得很滋润；

30）皮包上有污渍，可以用棉花蘸风油精擦拭。

独乐乐不如众乐乐，分享给身边人吧！！

wakawakaeheh

2010-11-25T03:13:00.006+08:00

6N-my primary class

cheese

hahax

yummy

sarah..lolx

wakawaka

pretty memories

primary class mate

heha..this few day find back my lovely primary friends..so happy de la weiXD..

曲:陈晓东词:林夕编:Eric Kwok

不用一首歌的时间我就爱上

你音乐没停止思念就开始

如果爱情是个游戏我愿输给你

想不到等待是个孤独的玩意

我爱你我爱你不过是

三个字简单地认真地吓坏了我自己

没问你就爱你我不是最好的对不起

请你准我高攀了你

music

看着你我竟然看不起自己

遇见你竟没有离开的权利

有了你之前的爱只是练习

为了准备更好对你

两个人抱在一起究竟需要多少力气

上帝都不明白我哪里来的勇气

end
i miss this song feeling..but it's over...

有时候

2010-11-23T12:54:00.001+08:00

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。

有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。

有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。

有时候，希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。

有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。

有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。

有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。

有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。

有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。

有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。

有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。

有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。

有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。

有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。

有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。

有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。

有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。

有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。

有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。

有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。

其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。。。

跟朋友装沉默，跟陌生人讲心里话。对于在乎你的，不想让Ta们担心，有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。其实，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。。。

丢了的自己，要记得捡回来……

Six week of holidays???

2010-11-20T23:57:00.004+08:00

Walalala..how fast the time pass through in my life..I still remember last year I'm just sweet 15years old..but now~~sweet 16..and almost finish..ish...hahaha..quite complicated..I should be happy or sad? Honey moon year sound the end.I did nothing at this year..I wish I can be more mature on solving problems..but..the thing seem failed..lala. Ops. I am such a fool..I have no confident ..friends.I need you guys.but someone here? This holidays I should use it wisely.ommmmmommmm.. Ish..sometimes i would feel like i am really not a good leader or friends??why every thing no call me or let me know..is it not close with you guys??fine..I still need go through my life.I still have lots of friends and things let me care...recommend a drama show.. Glee..what a grEat drama.ooh.I have no idea on my broken English.so.stop here.ta<3

zapbalong

2010-11-14T22:46:00.007+08:00

hehe..here i coming.XD
今天慈济活动，缘园.
主题是：孝顺父母吧？
你们有多久没好好的爱你父母了呢？
今天玩了一个游戏，蒙着眼睛一个一个猜父母的手，看看有谁能猜到你父母的手。
大部分的人都猜到吧？包括我=)小小的作弊。。
可是有人因没握到父母的手而流了泪.或许他们根本没握过父母的手？没细心的观察父母？
孝顺父母？伟大的父母养育我们，教育我们。可是有些人就是不懂的知足，满足。
一而再再而三的对父母无理叛逆...
希望大家也学到了些课程..;)
violin lesson also let me feel good.we have play games too.XD
what a grate day=)

13/11/2010 saturday..
band 在丧礼表演。也是form5 里的第一个场。
几值得纪念下。。

11/11/2010 thursday
毕业典礼。。我只能说。。明年就是我了。。
除了伤心+ 开心...
无话可说。。

考试终于过了，我的心情变得更加伤心。。
我拼没有很拼的读书，我知道。。
已经没了什么动力。。
怎么办好呢？
SPM　ＳＰＭ　ＳＰＭ　

i'm back.

2010-10-01T23:14:00.004+08:00

heha! How long i din't update my blog?

feel miss out lots of memory again..

because i'm lazy..aixx..

Erm..where am i start?

emm..

EXAM coming soon.getting stress one day by one day..i cant waste the money of parents.b'cos i took lots of tuition and wasted lots of money..i should be appreciat to them right?i know then.I LOVE MY FAMILY.thanks my mind still awake.tell me that wat's wrong wat's correct..STUDY HARD..FRIENDS!!

SADLY..my dearest friend.RYNN HOONG JIN SHIN..she gonna immigration to USA,OREGON...

how sad am i..she fly on 13OCT 2010.I'll remember the date i with her and friends.i'll remember how we meet.how we joy..i'm not so in close with her.but.i know the friendship that we all have..cant explain..i treasure it much.. Hope that got chance.i'll go find her and sit down share our study life,our experience and so on..In 2009,i met her..first time i saw her..she was shy..and dint talk so much with her also..i knew that she loves basketball much and also school team .i think alomost one year we are friends..i love the friendship we have..i know she will miss all of us too..At last,i wish her have a save journey and peace life in oregon..Rynn..i love you..THat's our frinship........T.T.....................

Okays...1 years.i need to leave my secondary school...why must time past so fast?!

huh?haha..I"M treasure the life with in my secondary life..4 years.i did much different..from form 1 untill form 4.i learnt many moral value?or..knowledge..camp..friendship.relationship??haha......i ENJOY much..i cant miss out one of the lesson i have.i want my secondary life full of memory..

upload pic soon..maybeXD

ta'

＝（

2010-08-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

有些事情，不能解决的。

♬hy-366days♬

2010-08-17T22:25:00.003+08:00

HY - 366日作词：Izumi Nakasone作曲：Izumi Nakasone
KANJI(real lang)
それでもいい　それでもいいと思える恋だった戻れないと知ってても　繋がっていたくて初めてこんな気持ちになったたまにしか会う事　出来なくなって口約束は当たり前それでもいいから...
叶いもしないこの願い　　あなたがまたわたしを好きになるそんな儚い　私の願い今日もあなたに会いたい
それでもいい　それでもいいと思えた恋だったいつしかあなたは会う事さえ拒んできて
一人になると考えてしまうあの時　私　忘れたらよかったの？でもこのなみだが答えでしょう？心に嘘はつけない
恐いくらい覚えているの　あなたの匂いや　しぐさや　全てをおかしいでしょう？　そう行って笑ってよ別れでいるのにあなたの事ばかり
恋がこんなに苦しいなんて　恋がこんなに悲しいなんて思わなかったの　本気であなたを思って知った
恐いくらい覚えているの　あなたの匂いや　しぐさや　全てをおかしいでしょう？　そう行って笑ってよ別れでいるのにあなたの事ばかり
あなたは私の中の忘れられぬ人　全て捧げた人もう二度と戻れなくても今はただあなた...あなたの事だけあなたの事ばかり

interpret
Soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeru koi dattaModorenai to shittete mo tsunagatte ita kuteHajimete konna kimochi ni nattaTama ni shika au koto dekinaku natteKuchiyakusoku wa atarimaeSoredemo ii kara
Kanai mo shinai kono negaiAnata ga mata watashi wo suki ni naruSonna hakanai watashi no negaiKyou mo anata ni aitai
Soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeta koi dattaItsushika anata wa au koto sae kobande kite
Hitori ni naru to kangaete shimauAno toki watashi wasuretara yokatta no?Demo kono namida ga kotae deshou?Kokoro ni uso wa tsukenai
Kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete woOkashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yoWakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari
Koi ga konnani kurushii nante koi ga konnani kanashii nanteOmowa nakatta no honki de anata wo omotte shitta
Kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete woOkashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yoWakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari
Anata wa watashi no naka no wasurerarenu hito subete sasageta hitoMou nido to modore nakute moIma wa tada anata anata no koto dake deAnata no koto bakari

english meaning
Still it's ok... It seems that still it is ok... It was love.Even though I know I can't go back, I want to be connected.It's the first time I felt this way.You said "We can meet each other occasionally".Because verbal promises are a common thingIt's still ok...
This wish of mine doesn't come true,that you would fall in love with me again.This fickle wish of mine.I want to meet you again today.
Still it's ok... It seemed that still it was ok... It was love.Before I knew, you even refused to meet me.
I thought about how I was left alone.Wouldn't it be better if I forgot that time?But these tears are the answer, aren't they?You can't lie to your heart.
Remembering is almost frightening... Your smell, your gestures, everything."Weird, isn't it?", I said laughing.Even though we are apart, it's all about you.
I didn't think that love was this painful, that love was this sad.Truthfully , I only thought about you.
Remembering is almost frightening... Your smell, your gestures, everything."Weird, isn't it?", I said laughing.Even though we are apart, it's all about you.
You are someone inside me that I can't forget, someone I gave everything to.Even though I can't go back againNow is only you, only about youNothing but you

chinese meaning

那样就好在我看来那样就好的恋情虽然知道无法回到过去我还是想要维系第一次拥有这样的心情能够偶尔见见面就好用不着口头约定因为只是那样就好了......也可能实现不了这样的愿望让你再次喜欢上我我的愿望，那么脆弱无常今天也在想念你那样就好在我看来那样就好的恋情不知何时你连见个面都拒绝只好考虑自己孤单一个人那时候我能忘记就好了吧？但是泪水就是答案吧？对内心撒不了谎真可怕居然还记得你的味道你的表情你的所有很可笑是吧？就那么说着笑着已经分离却还只会想着你恋情为何这么痛苦恋情为何这么悲伤我不曾想到是认真地想起你才知道真可怕居然还记得你的味道你的举动你的所有很可笑是吧？就那么说着笑着已经分离却还只会想着你你是我心中忘不了的那个人我全心奉献的那个人虽然已经不能回到过去......现在却只是想着你只会想着你*终*

♥smile

2010-08-14T01:13:00.006+08:00

ehhmmm..it is august..is it again and again repeat the same thing with a year by year?
My life.tat's all could save full of the meaning in my 5 years secondary life♥
tat's me.i love activities.i love plays.i love gossips.i love lots of thing can plays and enjoys with friends.♥

futhermore.band agm was passed for 1 week ago.is it a foolish for me?i'm no expect for wat at all. but i think kena PK2 this pose was let some of 'MEMBER'boh song?actually not tat beh song.i feel i'm not enough qualification to tanggung this pose..my mom are saying tat's good for me..but my sis said tat's is lik ..nonsense pose?who knows..♥i'll miss u guys.FORM5.♥betul betul STRESS

other than that,i know tat's time to chiong my studies.but how.how HOW??tat is ideological confusion for me.where's my lucky star?11 subject for the final exam..betul STRESS also...

besides,i need to prepare piano theory exam again.why am i say again.because 1 year once theory exam.tat's BETUL STRESS AGAIN.i'm still have continue my violin practice..but..lesser than lesser...

In a nut shell,i'm trying my best to balance all of them..HOPE SO...ta'♥

回忆

2010-08-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

回忆。

http://www.facebook.com/pages/hui-yi/299000037413?ref=search

ya,

2010-07-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

woohooo..
ONE month.
can u imagine how am i busy during this ONE month.?
lala.
after holidays TR for TWo weeks.
5/7/2010 selangor comp.
.......result......
61.20marks
selangor champion.
i knew we not do well so.
and .no co-operative at all.yea.i know.
TR for ONE week again.
...after tat.nat. comp.
70.40marks.
improve lots.but.=D......
under the super cruel hot sun.
i'm super blacker...
My teacher ,parents,buddies.
are telling me the same thing.
:'dun ignore your study.band got no future.'
nvm.i know i done my very best.bcs of some member .let me more hate the band social.
IS U!let the band lik rubbish and let the band drop down the level.=D
just say la.having stress on this few weeks.super relax on this two day.
yes.continue nx time.i'm lazy right now

over the rainbow

2010-06-20T17:44:00.002+08:00

so.

holidays is over soon.

so far.

i love the moment on the holidays.

be clear.

i need to face the scary result.

so.good luck.

go.

2010-06-11T20:29:00.002+08:00

go go.yantee.go.=)

world cup 2010 !!

2010-06-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

http://www.fifa.com/worldcup/matches/index.html

new begin

2010-06-10T11:09:00.000+08:00

NEW

begining

SWEET June holidayss

2010-06-04T22:26:00.011+08:00

so.i'm planing to cut my super long hair in coming days.but dun know when is the coming date=X

i miss my front hair much.but for long for short.i still is me.lala~so. not so important.

exam is over.how happy am i now=)

relax man.but i can't even imaging coming with the shit result.how rude am i now.
i scare my parent are dissapointed with the result.i am sure not do well in the exam.huh..

how bad are that.getting stress with this kind of thing ..neninenipupu.blaaaahh.ish~

so.the coming three daysss..dating with school padang and the HOT SUN again.

BAND.the evil in my life.but sure.i love and enjoy it.cant believe i was said out this.

what i am trying to say,actually BAND are very intersting and full of joy in our life.

but some of political thing.let me felt.BAND was cruel in my life.anyhow.the last two formation and every thing . IN my secondary life.so.enjoy it.I CAN DO IT!

blahhhh~ermm..two weeks holiday.i promised lot of date.but how.?i dun even know i have the time and free to attend those gather or not.ish.how pity am i.so.friends.please forgive me if i put u guys airplant=)

enjoy the SWEET JUNE holidays.

start off my busy life again

Attitute

2010-05-29T23:43:00.001+08:00

What is an attitude?

An attitude is a point of view about a situation. An attitude has three components.

An attitude is made up of:
-What you think.
-What you do.
-What you feel.
No matter what situation you are in you always have certain thoughts about it. You also have an emotional response to it, and you behave a certain way in it. To begin changing your attitude you either change your thinking, the way you act, or the way you feel. Two of these choices are easier to influence than the third.
It is easier to change the way you think or behave than to change your emotions. However, it is usually our emotions that get our attention in regard to the situation. It is our emotions that we most want to change. When we feel sad, angry, anxious, or frustrated we don’t like it. We want the feeling to quickly go away. So we start trying to change the emotion. We often begin by trying to change others so we can feel better. It doesn’t work. We engage in behaviors like alcohol and drug abuse to numb the feelings. It doesn't work. Working all the time or excessive shopping are attempts at avoiding emotional distress. They don't work.
Our initial tendency is to focus on the feeling level and to change it first. The feeling or emotional level, however, is the most difficult to work on. You can’t "grasp" a feeling and force it to change. Feelings are powerful but vague. You can not get a grip on a feeling. If you want to change your feelings you must start elsewhere. You must begin with either your thinking or your behavior over which you have more control. The secret in effectively changing your emotions is knowing that feelings, thoughts, and behaviors are all related. When you change one of them ( for example, thinking) the other two (feelings and behavior) will change as well. Since it is easier to get a "grasp" on thoughts and behavior this is the place to begin your work of staying resilient. Change what you think! Change what you do! The emotions will change and you will be creating resiliency.

Stress Test

2010-05-29T23:31:00.004+08:00

Below is a picture of two dolphins. Take a second, take a deep breath...If you can see both dolphins, your stress level is within the acceptable range. If you see anything other than two dolphins, your stress level is too high and you need a break - take the rest of today off of work.

here some test=)

http://www.lessons4living.com/stress_test.htm

s.t.r.e.s.S

2010-05-29T23:17:00.004+08:00

忙得透不过气
人又懒得像猪
白痴

tiring of lots of activities.
should i give up some?
bless me.
successful in future.

-piano mini concert
-violin performence
-exam-ing 25.5-4.6
-band crazy practice

-tuition
-stress

picture

2010-05-15T11:39:00.003+08:00

scary 2010 .may.form4.

2010-05-14T23:15:00.004+08:00

feeling bad.

feeling suck.

felling stress.

i miss u.

miss the past.

i miss what i have before.

but.
i more treasure right now.

mid-term exam coming

band.

piano exam

theory exam

violin perform.

i know.i'm gonna crazy

HAPPY SWEET 23th B'DAY　

MY DEAR BROTHER>.<

huppy

2010-04-30T23:12:00.004+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)
a week again.
busy and busyer?
huppy.i had ntg to say.
show the picture yeee=)
upload when i free=)

life.enjoy?

2010-04-24T19:28:00.004+08:00

last tuesday,i got my new hand phone.quite shock when took this phone.=)

nokia N97, thanks dad.

erm.busying in exam?

i admit i'm not revise well in this time.i'm regreting now.

mid-term exam coming soon.how do i face this exam.?

err..busying in band.?!!

i'm blackie and blackier.do u believe.i look like malay now.

under the sun almost 1 month.rest 6days for monthly test.

after the test.. practice, practice,PRACTICE..

i dun know why .i am still staying in band .

sadly~

^.^

but i will do well in formation too..=)

I LOVE MY LIFE

errrmm.

i took some pic when i'm bored.enyoy it=)

如今

2010-04-14T22:35:00.003+08:00

看回往事，很可笑，也很幼稚。
人总有一天会成熟的。
我相信你我他，会因为曾经而感到可笑，白痴？谁知呢？
很好。
高一，16岁的四月。
很高兴
我已经渐渐踏入比初一至初三的压力更为重。
明显的，生活完完全全判诺两人。
两个星期的sukan 练习后，
第三个星期，开始了我的噩梦。
formation 练习。
进入第二个星期，我渐渐崩溃。。。。

星期一

没练习，但补习加自修。一整天=(??

星期二

8.00am-4.30pm 练习，4.45pm 补习到6.45pm. 过后等爸爸载到 8.00pm..吃后9.00pm到家。10.30pm 睡觉

星期三

8.00am-4.30pm 练习 band,4.45pm -6.00pm 补习。等车，8.00pm 补习-9.15pm 到家。电脑到现在。要做功课了。。

星期四

8.00am-12.30pm 练习，2pm到家.自修加补习。=）

星期五

8.00am-12.30pm.练习,piano 补习到晚上

星期六

补习，band 到傍晚

星期日

violin.

不是show off.只是想纪念我的生活。

坚持到底。多忙辛苦也是我的福气。

加油=)

..=(

2010-04-10T17:05:00.003+08:00

i should happy every day right?

i should do my best right?
i should..

haix.moody right now=(

i dunknow why i got this kind of feeling.

haixx

b.z

2010-04-08T00:26:00.007+08:00

huuuuuuuuuuu~
i need some times to rest.
i'm still pia-ing homeworks..
and all are COPY from friends..
how can i do this kind of thing?
ha ha ha..
sukan used for 2 weeks and now i'm busying practice formation.(i think need round 1 months)
monthly test coming soon.
irritate for all of tat.
could u give me some time to rest?
i need cares,ish~
a lotssss of work.tuition.somemore piano violin lesson.
starting regreting now.~lalala.
i need to COPY hw right now.
tatz~

my big day''s

2010-03-30T23:33:00.008+08:00

我的大日子
即是母痛日

哈哈。
今天一大早，
打开电话，一封接一封的信息迎面而来。
好开心，因为好久没联络的朋友都会传简讯给我祝福我。
jinshin 是第一个传给我的。哈哈~
很好 ~今天是第二天的rehearsal.
一大早就在warm up.
秀华突然来找我。
‘妍缇，生日快乐’
感动的说XD
然后，整个早上太阳公公给了我很好的生日礼物
就是我的皮肤越来越黑了。=.=''
毫不留情，真的很不爽！
(⊙o⊙)…
然后band放人，突然他们就唱生日歌。
paisheh の说 band 过后，回班上课

突然间的，班上唱生日歌给我。T.T

第二个生日歌，感动感动T.T

放学了，就去pondok.那里知道没有人，打电话给他们。

才知道他们在食堂。。

哇~还蛮多人留校的。

吓到下~因为有意想不到的朋友也留校为我庆生。

另一份感动感动！~

过后，在校门外

jinshin 从她家走出来。哈哈哈。

可爱，剪了个新发型。

过后，我们

sook,qing,shin,milk,04,ling,ying add me

走路去kp..

lala..

到了看到fang qi在那边。

哇哇哇，真的很多人。（对我来说）

我就去换衣服，她们呢。。

就在讨论......... 太饿了，所以就去MCD 吃先。
好吃yummyyyyyyyyyyyyy~=)
她们买来了蛋糕。我真的很PAISHEHHHH~

都不知道该有什么反应，只好假假讲话。。。什么什么的。。

哈哈~时间差不多了，她们就为我唱生日歌。

真的，第三个感动。T.T

除了感动还是感动，原本听小晴说chicky 有来的。但是又说没有来。

过后还是有来。哈哈哈哈

chua dio..SHOCKED DAO.

谈了不懂几久的天，时间渐渐逼近我的补习时间。

chicky载我去。呵呵。很棒的礼物。因为我最最怕补习没人载我=(

过后，哥哥载我回。=）

到家了。累到极点。不过开了电脑时，另一份感动又来了。将近100个comment(对我来说很多）

post 在我的facebok wall.=)

一个一个回他们。开心=）

然后，冲凉做功课。不知不觉就到10点多了。

妈妈还没回。因为她很忙，当她回来时。十一点了。妈妈打包好料。=）
然后拿出早买好的蛋糕。

pandan 味道的。好吃

唱了第四次的生日歌。=)

真的很开心=）

即使在累，有了你们的祝福，我依然很精神。

你们的礼物，祝福，唱的歌。我都历历在目=）

完美的十六岁=)

很好笑，因为。不懂做么。就很好笑。XD

(to be continue when i am free)XD

stress

2010-03-28T13:15:00.003+08:00

很忙的一个星期过了，另一个更忙的星期还未到，我已经怕得想哭。

真的很难熬，很辛苦，不但如此，一个个接种而来的压力，功课，其它原因，逼我上绝路。

有人可以救我吗？谁会明白？

坚持，是的。坚持

白痴啊！！！！

changed

2010-03-22T01:34:00.006+08:00

i love blogging when midnight=)

yea yea.=)

reopen school tomorrow.hopefully i can wake in time.XD

so......

finish the sweet holidays..

lalalaallalala..

a boring ,relax,enjoy times.......lallala

so.i need to catch up all the subjest and done my half way homeworks .

at last ,still need to face the stupiak result of monthly test..

(look weird i know)

arhhhhhh~~roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~

曙光

2010-03-18T01:03:00.004+08:00

每当我很不开心的时候，我总爱对自己说。

这世界不是小小的屋檐，天空好大好圆。

不经过寒冬带来梅花香，没有黎明怎会有曙光。

人生的道路崎岖或平坦，还不是要自己去承担。

等待天亮，期待曙光，将心只能给一脉都照亮。

假如全世界不再有黑暗，我的生命会不会更灿烂。

trying

2010-03-11T19:18:00.004+08:00

can u believe.?all business man and girl are smoking every day.because of pressure.
what i'm trying to say is.when every we got stress or any pressure.must say NO with cigarette.oh NO.every time tuition i like to listen teacher say the word' gam key 'with me.heha.i'm trying to do my best and be more mature=)

heha~!!

2010-03-11T14:21:00.002+08:00

登登登登.

haha.

追求进步....

平安是福~

2010-03-05T19:12:00.002+08:00

很高兴，我平安到家了，今天也是走路回家。可是今天却抱着感恩的心情.妈妈这星期日就去澳门了。祝福您，平安抵达。很希望我不再抱怨家。...但愿..我彻底的忘记你。。哈哈。好啦。星期一就开始月考拉~加油~..假期有的忙了。。。。。。我。。可以的。。一定！！！！！！！！！可以的！

not why

2010-03-04T14:07:00.003+08:00

很难呼吸，

很难过，

很难承受，

很难明白，

自然而然，

你，

不会明白.....

l.O.v.3????????????

2010-02-28T14:37:00.002+08:00

i know..

L.o.V.3??????????

......

2010-02-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

GIVE UP!!
放弃！！

realiseeee.

明白

2010-02-19T01:33:00.002+08:00

渐渐明白，爱情，友情，亲情的分别。哈哈，好像迟了点。但，让我非常明白清楚分辨那些是好那些是坏。明白了什么最重要，什么是爱情？人生会许多起起落落，即使拥有很好优秀的成绩，一旦没有了道德。就什么也不是只是一堆xxxx....虽然你一句也没说就离开我人生，但我会留下美好的回忆。。但愿 ...HAHA.my target.waiting for you!!

呐喊

2010-02-15T09:19:00.002+08:00

不要以为静静代表输了，

不要以为你对完，

不要以为你很厉害。

只会说人家，嘴巴很厉害这样。

好心你拉。照照镜子

knock you down

2010-02-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

Heh not again Ohh this ain’t supposed to happen to me.. Keep rockin, and keep knockin Whether you Louie Vouitonned up or Reebokin You see the hate, that they’re servin on a platter So what we gon’ have - desert or disaster? I never thought I’d.. be in love like this When I look at you my mind goes on a trip And you came in.. and knocked me on my face Feels like in I’m a race but I already won first place I never thought I’d.. fall for you as hard as I did (as hard as I did, yeah) You got me thinkin about our house and kids (yeah) Every moment I look at you and smile cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.. knocked me down Sometimes love comes around (love comes around) and it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (love comes around) and it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (knocks you down) I’ve never thought I I would keep my sane (ooh) Ya’ll gon hate I think I’m gonna kick it with my girl today (kick it with my girl today) I used to be commander and chief of my pimp ship flyin high (flyin high) til i met this pretty little missle that shot me out the sky (ohhh shot me out the sky) (hey) Until I crash it, I don’t know how it happened But I know it feels so damn good said if I could back, and make it happen faster Don’t you know I would baby if I could Miss independent (ohh, to the fullest), no never too much she shot the bullet that ended that life Steady pimpin me after tonight Sometimes love comes around (love comes around) and it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (love comes around) and it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (knocks you down) Tell me now can you make it past your caspers So we can finally fly off into NASA you was always the cheerleader of my dreams to seem to only date the head of football teams and I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin We, were never meant to be baby we just happen so please, don’t mess up the trick.. hey young world I’m the new slick rick they say I move too quick, but we cannot let the moment pass us Let the hourglass pass right into ashes let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses So I wrote this love letter right before my classes I could’ve got his ass, someone that’s only average For advice OMG, you listen to that bitch? Whoa it’s me Baby this is tragic Cause we had it, we was magic I was flyin, now I’m crashin this is bad, real bad, michael jackson now I’m mad, real mad, joe jackson you should leave your boyfriend now, Ima ask him So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad So I’ll bring a better future than I had in the past oh Cause, I don’t wanna make the same mistakes I did I don’t wanna fall on my face again Whoaa, whoaaa I’ll admit it, I was scared to act to loves call Whoaa, whoaaa and if it hits better make it worth the full (When it comes around) Sometimes love comes around (love comes around) and it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (knocks you down) Just get back up

领悟

2010-02-05T19:56:00.003+08:00

何尝是一种领悟

一瞬间，让我明白了。

随着年龄的成长，渐渐对某件事放开，放宽心来了。

开始面对了你们给我的压力，也开始明白人生何苦？何耐？

人生。说难不难。说简单不简单...

明白吗?

last day of january

2010-01-31T20:11:00.007+08:00

今天是我最迟醒的一天，hehe..10.30am~爽!!!

好久好久没那么迟醒了，我喜欢今天...因为可以无忧无虑的过这一天。

我期待会有更美好的今天~

31/01/2010

一月的最后一天。

上了网边便功课，过后妈妈突然进来我房说要去shopping

好纳闷，因为还有一大堆的功课等着我做，最后。。

我还是跟去了。。

原来都还没决定去那里就坐上车，爸爸就说要方便。去我家附近的aeon JJ.

姐姐就不要，最终决定去sunway~

opss~到了sunway.我就看到baskin robbin

由于今天是31号。。哈哈哈~有31%的折扣。好吃好吃。我好爱ice cream=))

过后妈妈就一直要逛sunway里的JJ..lalalala

一逛就2小时。无聊到。我乱乱选一件裤子就打算出去逛。

太无聊了拉。我好不喜欢逛街。又没有我要的东西。。cherhhh

像上个星期。去了timesquare and sungai wang.都没买到任何一件衣服。

我好过去pasar乱选几件当新年衣好了。

脾气越来越暴躁。怎么办！

看来得找人来发泄了。呵呵。。。。。电脑咯。。~~

ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

华语好麻烦。还要打汉语拼音。又不懂怎样讲述我的心情和比喻一切一切。。

lalalla..

今天，依然很平静。

一个人的天空很蓝，蓝得有点忧郁

一个人的时候，很自由，自由得有点孤单

一个人的时候很轻松，轻松得有点无聊

想念你的时候很幸福，幸福得有点难过。

hehaheha~

2010-01-30T21:46:00.003+08:00

羡慕啊羡慕。就是羡慕。你们可以拥有很多很多的朋友陪你们吃喝玩乐的照片

而我只能看照片。。为什么我不能向你们这样潇洒拥有更加多的照片来留恋呢!?
heha!又平静得过了一天！脑海里只出现"玩"这个字~啊！
我期待会有不同改变nenenenenenneennenenenenininininininininppupupupupupu~~~~

忙忙碌碌的过日子

2010-01-29T21:22:00.003+08:00

很好。终于。我肯将牺牲我的睡眠宣泄我非常不满的情绪！
开学以来，这才第三个星期却已成为我最忙碌的一个星期！
不能说忙碌，也不能怪谁。怪就怪我自己！
为了这些事，弄得我好不开心，跟妈妈吵架。（对不起妈妈）
哈哈.but.还好。我还会控制我的情绪~hehehe(奸笑)
为了功课，补习，乐队，种种的烦恼。(=.=)可能是烦恼吧！
弄得我睡眠不足。心情大跌！哈哈。不过笑得出~
还有，不懂我班是什么班来的。拥有恶魔与天使的人物。
shinnie.开心点。我支持你~~
eermmmmm~
好无聊哦~不懂要写什么~hahahahhahhahh~
再见！

我很好那么你呢

2010-01-22T19:58:00.005+08:00

王心凌 - 我很好那么你呢
作词：刘伟恩作曲：吕绍淳

夏天一个人的球鞋

能不能走到我们笑闹着的海边

海风吹过你的身边变成一种想念

在我的世界盘旋

天空已经哭了几遍

我才渐渐明白让自己了解了你的离开是爱
你(你的微笑姿态)

还(还是默默的存在)

在在我心底某一块爱(不再是我们的)

还(还是要勇敢期待)

在
我很好那么你呢

想起的我是怎样的

当初哭着分不开

现在都能用微笑释怀

轻轻问候着

我很好那么你呢

离开我要比从前快乐

眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得

我们都会幸福的
天空已放晴了几遍

我才渐渐明白让自己了解了你停止的是爱
你(你的微笑姿态)

还(还是默默的存在)

在

在我心底某一块爱(不再是我们的) 还(还是要勇敢期待)

在
我很好那么你呢

想起的我是怎样

的当初哭着分不开

现在都能用微笑释怀

轻轻问候着

我很好那么你呢

离开我要比从前快乐

眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得

我们都会幸福的

我很好那么你呢

想起的我是怎样的

当初哭着分不开

现在都能用微笑释怀

轻轻问候着

我很好那么你呢

离开我要比从前快乐

眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得

我们都会幸福的

hopes..i really cant forget u la wei!!

....

okay.i'm really busying in my tuition ,piano lesson,violin.and many..

but.

how come i'm busying still can thinking u.

arhhh.

how can.!

i'll study hard.yea yea.!

future...wait for me..i'll do wellllllll......

baby..

突然

2010-01-19T14:46:00.008+08:00

突然好想你...

原本上课上得好好的..华文老师冒出一句我爱你..

老师用我爱你来教我们（主,谓,宾... ...）

好痛苦，因为讲了一大堆的道理..这又会让我想起你..

哎....这种感觉真的很痛很痛...

p.s:不要轻易的说我爱你....

《寂寞，好了》

拼命的上网闷坏的胸口让我

想大声的呐喊我努力不放

你冷淡你让分手就这样

我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了还是一天?

计算着慌张

计程车上的音响

我们最爱的情歌

这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎麽办寂寞了谁在身旁

心情变得好复杂想她念她恨她

一个人你害怕吗细数过满天星光

说好永远不分开多假多假多假

让记忆长出翅膀飞翔

心放空了寂寞好了

坚强外表下我脆弱

情人节开始失常

别人庆祝我却很失落

秋天过了冬天漫长

欢愉而感伤我们天真的勇敢

我们追求的梦想

舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎麽办寂寞了谁在身旁

心情变得好复杂想她念她恨她

一个人你害怕吗细数过满天星光

说好永远不分开多假多假多假

让记忆长出翅膀飞翔心放空了寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的

爱多甜伤多痛都释放

夜深了我怎麽办寂寞了谁在身旁

心情变得好复杂想她念她恨她

一个人你害怕吗细数过满天星光

说好永远不分开多假多假多假

让记忆长出翅膀飞翔

没有你心放空了寂寞好了

watch!

2010-01-14T20:49:00.005+08:00

i know.the feeling was gone.but.i'm still waiting the chance.haiz.i'm still is me.i'm still waiting...so.this week almost end.soon.chinese new year come again.how can!!the time was slowly slowly leaved in my life.oh my god.okay fine.i'll treasure.every second in my life.XD.i'm really busy in tuition ,study,piano,violin...lalalalla...blablabla.heha.!!.but i cant handle at all..too pressure.i got the target wat i have to face.i will be more mature,more and more concentrate in every thing,likes homework,pratice,and etc.blabla bla ..oh yea.yesterday after tuition.my mummy bought a watch for me...woooooyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~walalallalal...yuppy..i'm really happy and very excited for it..i hopes have a watch so long ago.^^..tat's a brand called SOLVIL.yea.i love it.XD.i have take photo for it.got chance upload.waaahhhhh..i'm very happy..ZZ..=..= i felt i easy satisfied~.but no care.i LOVE my watch!!

am i lucky?

2010-01-09T12:16:00.003+08:00

i was change my class yesterday.
suddenly.i can take add.math.sigh.
i know i really hopes to get add math but.why i felt lik so unhappy..
yesterday morning teacher came my class and read 5 name in our class .i'm in the 5 name of the one.syokk.lo..i can't believe i can appeal successes.OMG.but very sad was .i need to leave with my friends again.=(.sobs.i love much in this class.i don't know my decide correct or not.so sad.and in my new class.i have no any frinds to talk,to plays.to shout!!i need to same class with them 2 YEARS..wth.T.T.....sorrowful....am i correct?am i ??.....

haiz....

2010-01-08T19:18:00.001+08:00

form4对我来说很压力。
我不知道我的选择对不对。
haiz.................................

resolute

2010-01-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

start my new life.

笨蛋

冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
笨蛋

fifteen

2009-12-27T02:39:00.002+08:00

thailand trip=)end holidays

2009-12-27T01:04:00.012+08:00

very lazy to upload photo.XD.so juz lik tat larhhh~

end my holidays soon..i'll remember this time this feeling this moment..every thing is over......

别再为他流泪 - 梁静茹

你走了太久一定很累

他错了不该你来面对

离开他就好就算了心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对

远一点你就看出真伪

离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃

转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪

别再让他操控你的伤悲

就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔

也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪

把那遗憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追

以后为自己醉

以后管他是谁

每段感情都非常珍贵

他的好你就放在心扉

记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑

什么梦都不比你的美

多少年以后想起他还有些体会

那些你已无所谓

thanks.

anyhow.u still support me.

mayb it's impossible.=)

i'll smile to face anything.

sooo.sigh
i hate ppl lie me.

过了

2009-12-13T19:20:00.007+08:00

过了..都过了..一切会顺利吧?但愿.......

my lovely 15..say bye bye to 2009..

welcome 2010...=.=

give up.....is the better choice...mayb...................................
lalala....however.watever.anyhow.i believe..believe..

but i must love myself..

i'm not the beauty.i'm not kind.i'm not the best..but i'm the one who believe....myself...Zz

holidays

2009-11-24T00:08:00.006+08:00

♥ so fast so soon.dec coming soon.one year have gone.every time reach this time sure feel relax and enjoy my life.umm..so.wat did i do at my lovely 15? i have life at this world 15 years.wow..amazing..haha.my thinking my dreams my loves my hates and many more had changed and changed in day by day.mayb 5 years more i'll say the same word again.=)wanna say bye bye to my lovely 15.slowly adapt the big change in 16♥

so.on this holidays.i'm trying to change every bad habit in this year~er.so.u know?need a counselor to guide me.=).hope i can found it~yea♥ ..mummy daddy buddies..baby..teachers .......thanks alots ..i'm so glad have a good relationsip with you all=)and taught me many knowledge bla bla bla..

lovely..♥
so..bless you in your SPM.yes=)

growth

2009-10-24T11:12:00.004+08:00

what should i do?i feel very sad right now..

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after PMR.really nothing to do.at skul juz can walk here walk there..after recess..still walk here walk there.so..it's really boring.but i still need go skul.cos.my parent not allow me dun go to skul.i got kehadiran full at last two years.XD.

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so.i need to fight at form 4 and form 5.i want do well at my SPM.i cant regret lik dis year.so.hartworking is the most important.HARTWORKING!i know i need to do what~so.keep pray on me..thx~muahaha~

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finally.my piano concert is coming.under YAMAHA~at crystel crow.15/11/2009.noon to night?mayb.juz simply write.i need hartworking to practice my piano.i need upgrade as fast as i can.i want to in university of music.so must reach the grade ....

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At last,the same.hope everyone is happy .dun meet a litter setback den giveup every thing.remember sure got a way to slove any problem.

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FINALLY

2009-10-13T17:50:00.005+08:00

FINALLY!

oh yes..i cant describe my feeling now..soooooooooooooooooooooooooHAPPY..oh yes..today is the last day of PMR..so now..really really finally...PMR is over..oh yes.so now..is the time to play..i no on 9 for 1month ago.so quite happy..today i can on untill i tired.tomorrow still need to return text book..And,sc and sy sister b'daysssss..ohyes..HAPPY BIRTHDAY..lalala..walaooo..i really so happy la wei~

THE END.
got chance only continue..still got many thing wan to say..
oh ya.thanks my all fellow frenzzzz..gave me many many support..oh yes~lalala..
and my dear.my darling.haha..thanks u~
one month no on facebook.today finally can on to play..YES!

last post

2009-09-05T00:11:00.004+08:00

how to start my post?haha..okay..er..my trial result was worst worst and worst~my result is killing me on dis few days..so..i decided..stop on9 before PMR..i must pia my BOOK at dis month..no enough time..SUCK..if i relize few month ago~now no need to suffer with this stupid problemss~regert la wei~ so..i no think i'll get a good result in my PMR..but i must reach my target~if not..hohoho~marry chrismas..Zzzz..my frens..bless me k?god..bless me too~so..tomorrow band AGM..say true..i not so really want to attend dis AGM..haha..hope every thing is successful..i want to thanks my tuition teacher..teacher foo~oh yeah~she helped me to spend my time to study~i cant let teacher u disappointed..BLESS me..At last,still bless me..

ps.i hate my broken english.

hari merdeka

2009-08-31T01:36:00.005+08:00

u know?
hari merdeka..!!

i'm quite down now..omg..again..XD..i cant fall asleep..i got problems d?mayb~arh..
left30++days..u know this stress?i'll remember forever n ever..aiyor..damn..
i'm STRESS right now..
school reopen SOON..hope every1 is happy..joyful~

ps:i hope can change this bad habit in the day coming soon..i'll no late sleep again~

2009-08-29T23:42:00.005+08:00

TAg by you xian
1. Is point to the required, not fill it to you on behalf of you do not respect people and the questionnaire.
2. Please answer each question honestly.
3. No unauthorized alteration subject.
4. Point exhausted requested to notify that a friend he was
5 points up.Following these few, sorry, you are ... ... to the point!❤

1)youxian
2)youxian
3)youxian
4)youxian
5)youxian

Full Name: Ng Yan Tee
Single or Taken: -
Sex: MaleBirthday: 1994.03.30
Siblings: 2bro 3sis
Eye colour: Brown??
Shoe size: 5
Height: 152cm(i think so)i'm the tallest~
Country born: Malaysia
What are you wearing right now:CLoth [u idiot]
Where do you live: My house
Righty or lefty: rIghTY!
Any pets: doggggggie
Where do you work?: my house
When did you start using Blogger?: 2007
How much time a day do you spend on Blogger?: not sure
Do you own a cell phone?: Yes
Do you like to text?: ok oni
Have any tattoos?: NO!! i'll try~
What did you have for breakfast:er.. snack
What makes you smile: happy thing~
Why do you smile: Cause i sot de ma
What or who makes life worth living:many lar
What do you like better, colored pencils, crayons, or markers: colour pencils
Do you think you are a nice person:mayb..><
What do you fear: HIGHWhat is beside you?: H2,O2,CO2,CO many many more
What is the last thing you ate?:snack
Name two people you miss really badly: you xian &youxian
Where are they:kajang
Is any one mad at you: YES!!! I SUPPOSE!!! =D
Who do you truly hate: u la
Does any one like you: NO~~
Who is the last person you went to the beach with: Family~
Who is the last person you went to the movies with: Frenz..
Who is the last person you went to the mall with:family..
Who is the last person to call you: Frenz..
Who is the last person to E-mail you: I duno
Who is the last person you E-mailed: my jie jie fren
Who is the last person you called: Mum
Who is your hero?: baba
Who do you know that is most likely to gossip?: my frens
Who would you like to go on vacation with the most?: Family & Frenz
Is there a person who is on your mind right now?: youxian
One that always swears?: how i know
The one that always gets hurt?: u la
The one with the worst memory?:how i know
The drama queen?: youxian
Do you...Do you cry a lot: yes
Do you make people angry: Sure larh
Do you like who you are: ok lo
Do you like the cold: yes
Do you like the heat: No
Do you like to walk in the rain: her?later sick ar
Do you have any one in mind that you want to walk in the rain with: xiaolang~
Do you like expensive things: nop
Do people asking you too many questions in a row bother you: yes
Why?: coz they bendan
Doyou like cameras: yes!
Do you like taking pictures:yesss
Do you like looking up at the stars: Yups.. it's beautiful
Do you like puzzles: no!!
Do you like coloring: COLouring STITCH
Do you want to move: MOVE TO WHR?
Do you like the ocean: Yes
Do you think you are smart: Stil ok
Do you have a job: No
Do you have any siblings: Yes..
Do you get along with them: Yes..
Do you have any animals: doggg
Do you believe in magic: i believe in miracle
Do you have your own room: yes
Do you like clowns: Clowns is like joker? i hate them
Do you like going to the beach: ya.. can c liang zai
Do you like to blow bubbles: nop
Do you like candy apples: yes
Do you like cotton candy: yes
Do you like playing with fire: noob ques
Do you like to go to the mall: Yes..
Do you follow the rules or make your own?: i CR8 RuLEs~
Do you work?:No.. u sohai? keep ask same thing
Who are you?Are you happy with your life: Nt really
Are you random: har?wat?
Are you happy you are alive: yes.. i scared i die..
Are you a geek: No
Are you good at math: ok lo
Are you good at history: no
Are you good at English: no
Are you good at science: nooono
What other languages do you speak: ALIENS
Are you cold: Yea
Are you happy: Yea
Are you sad: Yea
Are you confused: yes
Are you shy: Yea
Do you feel comfortable walking around your house naked?: No
Non-stop partying or relaxing day by the pool?:Relax
Small town or crowded city?: smal town
Manual labor or desk job?: deskIf you could
have any super power what would it be?: Stitch power
Celebrity you want to meet?: no
Weapon of choice?:
Do you sometimes get depressed just because?: tHis Tag~
Watch or do?: dunoVampire or zombie?: Vampire
Now which would you rather fight?: noob la
If you could just walk up and shoot anyone, who would it be?: Cr8 this tag de ppl
Have You..Given anyone a bath: noSmoked: ya
Bungee Jumped: noPut your tongue on a frozen pole: omg.. sohai
Broken a bone: noPlayed truth or dare: YES!
Been in a physical fight: no? i am not pyscho
Been in a police car: no
Come close to dying: no
Been in a sauna: yeaBeen in a hot tub: yea
Fallen asleep in school: yeaRan away: yea
Broken someone's heart: yea
Cried when someone died: yea
Flashed someone: yea
Cried in school: no
Fell off your chair: omg.. i am nt tat dumb
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yea
Saved MSN conversations:yes
Saved e-mails: no
Made out with just a friend: MADE WAD!
Used someone: NO!
Been cheated on?: FORGOT~
Done something you regret?: YES!
Had your heart broken?: yea
Had a good feeling about something?: youxian larh
Had a near death experience?: yes
Swam in freezing water: yes
Jumped off a house: no
Bungee jumped: SAME THING AGAIN!
White water rafted?: APA INI?
Pulled an all nighter?: DUNOE WAD...

2009-08-28T14:55:00.001+08:00

2009-08-28T02:21:00.005+08:00

Tagged by xian
1. 被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2. 請老實的回答每一個問題。
3. 不行擅自塗改題目。
4. 點完後請通知那10位朋友他被點到了。以下这几位，抱歉啦，你…… 被点到了!
1) youxian
2) youxian
3) youxian
4) youxian
5) youxian
6) youxian
7) youxian
8) youxian
9) youxian
10) youxian

個人題 - 10 題~
01) 你叫什么：妍缇
02) 你的綽號：
03) 你的血型：-
04) 你的星座：白羊座
05) 你是男還是女：女
06) 你幾歲：15
07) 你住哪裡：bukit tinggi
8) 你現在的學校：SMJK kwang hua , klang
9) 你有沒有手機 : 有~
10) Contact list 有多少个人：100++

朋友題 -
10 題~~
11) 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: sook yee
12) 你最討厭的人（限１個）: nopp
情題 - 10 題~~
21) 你有沒有喜歡的人：没有
24) 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：-
25) 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：-
26) 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：-
27) 現在有另一半嗎: 没有
28) 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：带过
29) 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : 不会
30) 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 现在都没有喜欢的人!!
31) 你和另一半牽手過嗎: 有
32) 你和另一半抱或親過嗎:有
33) 你跟異性牽手過嗎: 有
34) 是誰，你們什麼關係？：-
35) 現在有人在追你嗎：有 ~~

混合題 - 10 題~~
36) 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：我会死掉@.@
37) 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：沉默
38) 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：算了
39) 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：不会~
40) 你上課認真嗎：有啦(哈哈)
41) 你功課好不好：当然... ... 不好
42) 你开电腦都在幹麻: 写Blog,看Blog,玩facebook
43) 你的即时通有多少个同性：不懂
44) 你的即時通裡有多少個異性 : 不懂

兇手題 - 10 題~~

45) 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：you xian!!!可恶
46) 这個人對你好不好：不错
47) 這個人是你的誰：朋友
48) 你有喜歡過這個人吗？：还可以~
49) 你們認識多久了：Form2开始认识~
50) 這個人是怎樣的人：不错..
51) 这个人正／帥嗎：==
52) 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: 很少
53) 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：不可能

聯想題 - 10 ~~~
56) 說到正妹你會想到谁: 多的是
57) 說到帥哥你會想到誰: 更多
58) 說到憨你會想到誰：you xian
59) 說到痴你會想到誰：you xian
60) 說到暗戀你會想到誰：多的是
61) 說到出去玩你會想到誰：-
62) 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：我啦
63) 說到傻子你會想到誰： you xian啦
64) 說到笑點低你會想到誰：you xian ==
65) 說到愛笑你會想到誰：我啦

學校題 - 11 題~~
66) 你的班導是誰：cb tai
67) 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：第二排，最1个
68) 你最喜歡的老師是誰：Pnlim~
70) 你的英文好嗎：不好啦~
71) 你的體育好嗎：不错==
72) 你的数学好么：还好 ><
73) 你喜不喜歡你的校長：讨厌死了 ==
74) 你的學校好看嗎：还好~
75) 你的班級是：3Q
76) 你的班級在幾樓：1楼

纯粹是抄youxian的..thanksss~

confuse

2009-08-21T15:15:00.005+08:00

confuse..really confuse..
okay..i really hate myself..i din't do well at my trial..damn..cos i'm tired..Zz..wat a useless excuse..i force and force myself study..but i din't do it..u know this feeling?hopeless..i failed..sigh
i have many of reference book..what also i have..but i don't have a heart to study..still got many ppl say PMR sap sap water only..but for me.it's important..i know my level..i juz hope i can do well at PMR and hope to in account class..really hope..god bless me..i want to treasure my time..i can't waste it anymore..

~this holidays don't date with me..i need to stay at home facing my big big problemssssssss...
~i need to study hart..
~i hope every one is happy..
~bless me on nx monday..i have a theory exam..(grade 2)
~bless me wont pengsan at 30 hours famine
~i need luck..i need cheer..i need i need..
~band AGM
~clean up my dirty tables

*i will update photo soon..but..not too fast also..XD

i need luck

2009-08-06T20:36:00.005+08:00

i'll go for national competition tomorrow..

bless me and giv me luck..

after tat..

i can back to class..continue my studies..

but nx friday trial..

ok..

stop here..

need to keep my thing
XD

被逼的

2009-08-01T17:20:00.001+08:00

haha..quite funny this song..intro by my sis..ohlallala

tired life

2009-07-30T21:49:00.001+08:00

i felt disappointed
i no have any energy
i quit this games..
who can help me?
sad and sad and sad..
no more cheering..

nothing is impossible

2009-07-24T15:59:00.003+08:00

i'm independent at these few day..actually not only this few day..i'm mature than before..how to say..i known how to think..i know how to spend my time..i know how to control my tempere..improving..i need to do all the best..even i'm a bad worst girl..

band practice start from this week..untill 9/8/2009(national competition)..

i miss my friends..my class..teacher..cant gossip with my friends..

damn..

anyway..i still haven even touch my book..?huh~sigh..wth..2 week?nonono..left 1 week..

i know..this is my self problem..even i'm very tired..i still need to persist it..

don't say about this kind of sad thing..

tomorrow my house have a party..for my sis 21th birthday's..

the st_piD band seize my time ..i cant attend my house party and no have this change wait for my house open party again..!how?band hav hari ibubapa..and my house have party..but my parent busy at this party..how to come the stupid hari ibubapa?wasting my time..for what?

haizz..realize that..so stupid..i'll never forget!this stupid thing in mylife..never larh~!!!!!

bye

i'm not happy..

2009-07-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

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anyway..
i choese DIE..

f.c.u.k

2009-07-17T18:25:00.002+08:00

F.C.U.K

happy b'day my dear jie jie

2009-07-14T20:42:00.004+08:00

my dearest jie jie..

happy big big big b'day to u..

already 21 years old..

haha..

so old..

wakakakak~

happy always^^

compulsion

2009-07-12T15:51:00.003+08:00

(i need this^)

okay..damn it..
quite fast..count down 80days for PMR..i'm getting lazy and lazyer..
i force my self no touch computer..but i done it one week only..
i force myself study at noon 4hour..night 3hour..but..done it 2days only..
how come..?wastefulness..
wasted 14days..336 hours..20,160 minutes..1,209,600 seconds..
left 80days..1,920hours..115,200 munute..6,912,000 seconds..
treasure the time..time no wait for us..please..no waste and use it nicely !
therefore,continue..force myself..STUDY..
improve everything!!!!

compulsion

boy?suck!!

2009-07-09T18:26:00.009+08:00

many thing was gone..

i realize tat..
from now on..
i dun wan be a idiot..

i need to protect myself..

however..

hurt la..wei~

i no ..never believe boys again~

NEVER..even i never in relashionship before..lol

ok la..

shout out i treat boy de feeling!!

haha..gratz..

I HATE BOY..agree me?

bla bla bla..

dis feeling come again..

emo la wei~

in my deep deep heart ..

i need any else of love..

mean family la..and fren..

haha..

walao..

okay le..

i need to be happy..

joyful..

cheer up..

hahahahaha~

a big smile for the end~

ANOTHER ONE WEEK!~

2009-07-05T23:01:00.005+08:00

one week over..
another one week need to plain again~
PMR80++days~
i want to upload pic..but no enough time..
i juz can go friendster put some pic..den chat..some..lar..
msn..ok la..no on lee la~
hopefully can reject all on9 thing~
haha..concentrate in my BOOK
hart lar~anyway..
anyway..hav 3month travel need to go..
god bless me..ok lar..lallala..if got time..only update my lovely and beauty pic.
need to PIA le lar~fast de la wei..
time had gone~
no more gong gong dai dai stand at there no move~..
ok la..say all..also ATTITUDE..

PEACE
IMPROVE
POSITIVE
BELEIVE
THANKFUL
DISCIPLIN
FUTURE

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN.YOU CAN!
TAKE CARE~
=)peace

anti computer

2009-06-28T16:03:00.006+08:00

recorder..my teacher bought for me..yeng leii~

fuyoh..violin..damn love it!

small drum~maybe not drum also..dun know~=D

my lovely grockenbell (ps:spelling mayb wrong)

my lovely clarinet?(left is hinson want right is mine)

a cup of ice orange juice..cool~~~^^need to clam down..and think of my bad bad result!oh dear..okay..slove it now..anti computer for ONE WEEK!!can i do it?!try la..*hope tuesday get the report card wont kena scold..got bless me=)*and wednesday start to practice for band national competition?OMG~another bless =]count down for PMR94days..hey hey you..continue and let me happy k?dun forgot our promis~haha..my dear BOOK..i love you lar~

o lalalallalla...

so from now on!!

1.fake

2.study

3.focus

and and and
violin and piano..hope i can handle both too..

okay la..

ANTI COMPUTER

ANTI PLAYFUL

take care and dun let H1N1 attack me

early sleep ,concentrate!eat full..

good healt,good mood,good friendship?

hope lalalalala...

byeee =D

失望

2009-06-25T19:56:00.003+08:00

为什么你们可以轻易的发泄你们的情绪？
我却无动于衷。。
只能默默的承受着。。
我。。
不想倒下去。。
更不想失败。。
希望我能撑下去。。
失望
失望
失望！！

champion!!

2009-06-24T14:29:00.002+08:00

KWANG HUA BAND..
CHAMPION!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6C-ImWVU7U
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCo6Gls2Z1c

oh yeah..
finally..
finally
FINALLY..
we won the competition!!
when the result out..
we shout..we cry..we happy..
omg..
wat the..
national competition coming..
...............................
spechless..
good news for me?

NO!!

i really love you=]

2009-06-19T21:53:00.008+08:00

(dis pic gets from js pc..nice=])

bing bing bang bang..

i was give up my current life,even i really know it's true..i'm T.I.R.E.D!all my buddies..i love u all..you know..ya..tat's all can i say with my frenz..my school life..my band life..my music life..my tuition life..my relax life..i haven gets happy and success at all..never gets anymore..nerves..i gets a bad result..how i face my family?who can help me?2 fail for me was really sad..no 'A' also..how i aim for account class?fuyuh..go art class and eat shit better..i no hav a clever and smart brain..i cant concentrate at all..forgiv me..i cant focus my result at all...can i find a place to hide?disappear in this world..who care?nobody..vent my feeling..really..if i not do well at PMR..how i continue my life?how i enjoy my life?kidding me?i need u..i love u..i so care bout u..i try to focus with u..but..1st thing need to do is..hav a good mood..i'm coimg now..finding the way to fall in love with u again..

BOOK

how 2 let a thing perfect?
let us use the letters of the alphabet
examples lucky..
L+U+C+K+Y
=12+21+3+11+25
=72%

A=1
B=2
C=3
D=4
E=5
F=6
G=7
H=8
I=9
J=10
K=11
L=12
M=13
N=14
O=15
P=16
Q=17
R=18
S=19
T=20
U=21
V=22
W=23
X=24
Y=25
Z=26

but the attitude is
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%

gets my point?
my english really very poor..
i can't to explain with english..
but than i lazy to use chinese write blog too..
a useless ppl..
dont too mind..!!
habit tat..
i'm improving..
try my best..
really.....

tomorrow

2009-06-14T23:00:00.004+08:00

short hair?

long hair?

wednesday i had cut my long long hair~T.T..
wowooooooooo~
haha..
11.01pm..
how long din't touch the pc..
woosheh..
if not geo folio..
i also cant on9 le..
muahaha..
really lazy and no hav much time to on9 and update my blog..
i haven upload the pic for the 2 weeks holidays..
omg..
i had taken many and many nice and beauty pic..
omg..
nice u know..XD
haha..
a wasting time holidays..
after tat..
tomorrow reopen skul..
the time lik water..
cant recycle..
can we treasure?

3R-reuse,recycle,reduce

finally and finally

2009-06-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

finally..
i get some free time to update my blog..
this few day really many happen happening..
busying..and enjoying my life..
wait one day..
i'll upload all photo at dis 2 week ..
firstly..
i change my thinking..
many larh..
primary friends..
school band..
music lesson..
tuition..
friendship of band?

how i decide this all??
really confuse..
oiyoh..
my mom angrying..
haha..
stop at here..

byee

...bad

2009-06-03T19:58:00.003+08:00

today is today

tomorrow is tomorrow..

you is you

me is me..

ntg is ntg

my life still continue..

foolish..

damn..

suacks...

who are still at there?

no person..

i wan shout

i wan cry

i wan do the thing i lik

whatever

however

whenever..

my last time..

...............

you still is you

me also juz is me..

forever no change..